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A month or two ago, I shared a poem entitled That Fine Line which used a quote of Albert Einstein's for the premise of the
poem.  The quote was that there is a fine line between genius and insanity.

The poem
Centerness hits on the same kind of thought.  And again another quote which I believe also came from Albert
Einstein.  And that is the definition of insanity -
trying the same thing over and over again looking for a different answer.  I
believe that every alcoholic and addict will say that this definition is right on.
Centerness

a world gone crazy
and I played along
got out of myself
fell away from the center

things beyond my power
I tried to control
banged my head
against an immovable force

new plans... new ideas
tried and tried again
turned black and blue
so busy... couldn't think

I sat down... eyeing that force
could it be scaled
or... dug under
what would it take to be in control

then... a revelation
I sat down... and was still
and saw the beauty of the force
and together we were divine
finding the divine
Obsession

followed blindly
never questioning the reason
for what others believed
slowly dying
in a world that wasn't mine

ashamed of the quiet
that surrounded me
while bombs exploded
both around... and inside me
no idea of any truth

eyes saw the destruction
but no one understood
why the soul died
and sadly... no one cared
when I jumped off that cliff

an illusion into a world
where God had no place
anger and rage was the power
that supplied the strength
to play the games... lies and manipulation

alcohol and drugs
just part of the formula
control of others
brought self-worth
an accomplishment of conquest

but along the way
needed more booze... more control...
it was the end of sanity
no longer controlling
just... being controlled
an innocent child
He Smiled

he smiled... an awkward smile
but it was still pretty to see
it had been so long
since it was allowed

the fear left
then he realized
it was OK... to feel good
without guilt

it didn't deal with the shame
that would take time
but right now
he smiled... ear to ear

there was hope
for a brighter tomorrow
and he allowed it to happen
thank God... he smiled
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