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The Burning Bush

sneaking into a dumpster
looking for yesterdays scraps
it's a matter of survival
food not found
but... a treasure awaits
beer for this alcoholic

pop the lid... raised the bottle
withdrawals... cold sweats
hell will shortly disappear
the aroma fills the air
approaching the lips
then... then time froze

behind the dumpster
a white... light... warm figure
palm's facing out
tears flowing from it
words flowed into the mind
"please no more"

bottle falling from hands
recovery started... glass smashing
The Battles Lost... The War is Won

For the alcoholic/addict Heaven awaits.  After a life of fighting our own personal demons and living in a hell we couldn't
escape Heaven awaits.  Below is the video I created for a poem I wrote about this idea.

It was written for a family member who had just buried her brother.

Listen to the voice

in the silence
thoughts raced through the mind
better than a dream
the world shut out
no need to talk
just listen
to a voice
a voice... deep within

soothing and calming
a voice not heard
for decades
a voice which
abuse couldn't silence
and the nightmares
couldn't kill

the voice of a childhood
still waiting to live
begging...
to come out
and play
abuse taught survival
the voice could teach life
The Third Step Prayer
A long timer once told me...
                 "If you don’t remember the consequences of your last drunk...then...maybe you haven’t had it yet."
The Seventh Step Prayer
"Oh Lord, I ain't what I want to be...
Oh Lord, I ain't what I oughta be...
Oh Lord, I ain't what I'm gonna be...
But thanks, dear Lord,
I ain't what I use to be..."

Heard at an AA meeting many years ago
and  told it was
The Slaves Prayer
Serenity Prayer Video...
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Centerness

A busy mind, is a sick mind
A slow mind, is a healthy mind
A still mind, is a divine mind
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How it works...

AA makes certain promises if a person follows their program.  Early on, I didn't believe them.  But I went along with the
program and decided I would give it time.  That is the key.  An alcoholic doesn't get into trouble overnight.  His behaviors
and damage took years to develop.  And no matter how hard you try, you will not undo the damage overnight.  Heck I've
been sober for over 14 years and some of the damage still exists.  I guess it is true, the old AA saying
One Day At A Time.  
The only thing I can do is remain sober and mentally healthy, so when I do have a chance to correct my wrongs it will be
"real."

See how it works. (PDF)
An awesome message...

I can find so much peace and serenity from the stories and legends of the Native Americans.
This is a story which I found at the
Native Arts website.

An elder Cherokee Native American was teaching his grandchildren about life. He said to them, "A fight is going on inside
me ... it is a terrible fight and it is  between two wolves. One wolf represents fear, anger, envy, sorrow, regret, greed,
arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority,and ego.   The other stands for joy, peace,
love, hope, friendship, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion, and  faith. The same fight is going on inside you, and inside
every other person, too."  

They thought about it for a minute and then one child asked his grandfather, "Which wolf will win?" The old Cherokee
simply replied...  "The one you feed."
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The Burning Bush Stories

I consider myself privileged to have had three very
real and very personal burning bush experiences.  
These three experiences have been visual, being
touched, and being out of my body.  They served a
valuable part in my life when it happened and I still
remember it like it was yesterday and I pray that it will
happen again.



Part One
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Seeking the truth
One the bottom of the 12 Step page I share with you what I believe are some of the differences between the religion and
spirituality.  But while there are differences, there is also many similarities between the two.  Specifically, the 12 Steps
and the Bible.  Below is a video I created about it and here is a link to a discussion I started on the
Adult Children of Alcoholics message board, encompassing eastern philosophy as well...
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